hey amanda! can i add you to my friends page? please you can add me if you want. thanks

i love your poem because that's the way i feel about life alot when you speak your mind you speak it that's the same thing my therapist told me. when i've got something to say i say it  i don't try anything i just do it. i know how you feel i'm hurting inside just like you i carried this pain for years since i was a small child i really can relate to you i miss my children i really do i wonder if they miss me and think about me or if they want to see me it's been years since i last saw them in 1996 i miss them so muchi really do. im really sorry for scareing tem when i was acting out what caused me to act out is hard to explain but it as been found and fixed and that bizzare behavior from me has now stopped which i'm glad it has it scared me so much. i don't ever wan't to lose my family and kids because of my mental illness i just want them to understand that i ave a mental illness and  i have to take meds for it to stop me from being the way i was and keep my emotions and thoughts even and again i am sorry for scaring them i meant no harm. i love you all dearly i hope you love me too i've waited so long for a reunion with my children i hope it happens soon. love mom (birthmom)

my favorite lines:

In the opposite ways of smiles

But I can't so I am stuck painting a smile every FN day

God lord or whatever the fuck you are