My name is Raven, I am new to this site, I saw Joey while I was watching the Red Sox game and saw the website on there. I also saw the effect that it had on one of the commentators, who stated that he was/is an alcoholic. You could tell he was very moved, as was I. There is a stigma that goes along with mental illness, be it, anxiety, depression, etc. What people don't understand or experience themselves, scares them. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have tried meds but don't like the side effects. I do however keep my valium with me at all times...just incase. lol.

I have taken 4 Psychology classes and have learned quite a bit about myself. I am actually going for my associates degree in Human Services but I have put it on hold for now.

My mind never stops working, I have remote control thoughts.....I need to know how to turn it off. I have tried meditation, but my mind wonders..lol. I tried smoking a joint, but my heart races and have anxiety, so I can't win. I feel as though a sense of humor is what gets me through life a bit better. I HATE when people tell me "just control it yourself"....I can't always.....I am really happy that I was watching that game and found out about this site....THANKS Joey!!!!!  Much Respect!!

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