This is a song that i wrote recently called Cut. There are people in the world that cut themselves when they are having a particulary bad moment of anxiety. I am one of those people. This song is about my cutting habit and what i am thinking when i do it.
Please check it out when you get a minute. I hope you can relate to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_g9_chBJs4M
Cut
cut my skin
the pleasure begins
its my release
making my bloody crease
my emotional
pain goes away
blood trickles
down my arm
shame taking over
cause of the harm
my body
doesn't bleed red
it has a
dark black tint
depressive feelings
leave my soul
i feel good
once again
cut me, bleed today with me
setting my emotions free
cut me, bleed today with me
its my own sad body
cut me, bleed today with me
so please leave me be
its my own sad body
the cut is done
slow and steady
i know when
i am ready
i know when
the time is right
to enjoy the
pleasure of pain
i scratch deeper
and much deeper
with my metal
sharp instrument
as my emotional
pain becomes
increasingly
absent
(((( CHORUS ))))
every swipe
leaves a scar
i will admire
a day or two
when they disappear
time for the redo
the marks are
my good friends
they love me
with their sacrifice
they show me
true love to the end
they understand
how high the price
burning sensation
of my torn skin
a soothing reminder
a nice remembrance
of what i
really am
cut my skin
over again
cut my skin
its my addiction
Tags: Depression Mental Illness Acoustic Song