My appartment complex has six units. For some time now only three units were occupied. We got new neighbors. Two units at once...two new families.
Both sets of new neighbors have kids near my daughters age. Both families seem really nice. Both families have pets.
The concept of new neighbors causes a stressful reaction. See, I have to go and meet these new strangers. That is not easy for a person like me. So, I fall back on my old habits...acting.
I'm not as good as Joey. I took drama all four years of high school. I directed, did make-up, built and painted sets...and (sigh) stood center stage and played a part or two. This is what came in handy in my everyday life. Whenever I felt slightly uncomfortable (for some reason it doesn't always work...) I got into character; I become who everyone thinks I am. I never got paid to act. It is sort of like lying. I don't like the idea of being fake...I'd rather be myself...but it is a safeguard.
So, in meeting and greeting the new tenants, I took a deep breathe and became my character. I went outside (dog in tow) and made nice. (It's like that network here...characters welcome.) I don't know that anyone noticed...but they had never met me before...how would they notice? The new tenants have children, which always makes it easier. I have been in a good mood because I applied for a good job today that will fully feed and nourish my altruistic nature. I played it well...the academy would award me.
I survived the meeting. If I play it right, they will never suspect a thing.
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