i see the world through a blinder
afraid of what is there
my feelings go through a grinder
i wish healing was near
all that's left of me is a shell
i'm a miserable , tired man
for the sins i've commited i belong in hell
i'm quite sure god is not a fan
i'm drained, i'm tired
i'm ashamed of who i am
to pull myself up, my brain is not wired
to put the past behind me i don't think i can
half my life is gone
the future is so bleak
the path i've chosen is so wrong
leaving my spirit is shattered and weak
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