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Helping My Brain and Body as One
Posted On 08/04/2010 16:00:03 by MikeLong

I suffer from a mood disorder that was diagnosed as Bi Polar disorder, but feel that I suffer from PTSD from my time in the Navy and severe brain chemical imbalance resulting in erratic behavior and depression because of my time in the Navy (extreme stress and poor sleeping habits) and poor diet.  I'm labelled as Bi Polar by the Veteran Affairs (not trying to knock them, they try the best they can for veterans).  I find that when I exercise, eat right, do yoga, and seeded meditation my brain and body function properly.  A good book to read about broken brains, as the author puts it, is 'The Ultra Mind Solution' by Mark Hyman.  I've also found that diet and exercise aren't enough for me so I'm finally content with staying on medicines that don't make me feel terrible. 

I've been on a number of anti-psychotics and they made me feel suicidal and generally weird.  Recently I completed my sixth stay in a closed mental ward at the VA in the last three years and now I'm finally back on Lithium and a new medication to me called Geodon.  Both mood stabilizers or one of them, not sure since I've been taking them together, help a lot and I'm finally feeling better.  My plan is to be well so that I never have to go back.  Once I start exercising and change my diet etc again I'm sure I'll feel even better.  I took Lithium before but the side affects of constant urination and very loose stool affected my work, at the time, so I had to switch to something else.

About my diet.  Unless I went to a Functional Medicine provider I wouldn't know that I'm allergic to soy, gluten, and dairy.  All or just one of them can affect body and brain function.  I had blood, urine, stool, and saliva done to see what was going on with my body.  I also found out I have hook worm and another bad bacteria in my digestive track.  The provider sent away my lab results to an expert to figure out what medicines to give to me to rid me of the parasites and bad bugs in my gut.  Now I have to clear the medicines with my Psychiatrist to be sure that they don't interact with my other medications.  The gut is very important and in some circles is known as the second brain - more on that in another post.  I think everyone with mental issues should see a functional medicine provider in addition to whatever treatment they are seeking.

The real reason I wanted to blog today, but needed to do a short introduction, is that the VA found that I had a severe deficiency of Vitamin D.  Makes sense since prior to the diagnosis I was sleeping about 12 hours a day.  So once I started taking both vitamin D2 and D3 and then more sun, once summer came around, the depression and severe need for sleep went away.

I continue to try to be well and I'm glad I found NKMT today from reading Joe Pantoliano's wikipedia page.  It's nice to spend 30 minutes or so getting what's on my mind out there.  Thank you for the opportunity.  I'll try to write more, because I've read a lot of books and read a lot of information on the internet.

Tags: VitaminD Diet Lithium Geodon Exercise



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From: Patchwork
08/07/2010 18:07:05

Mike, you know what they say - "build it - they will come" I stumbled on this web site by catching a small portion of Joey's DVD on PBS. I've been passing out the address whenever I can. It's great you have the mind-set to keep yourself aiming at health and better eating habits. Keep blogging and sharing. Maybe you can motivate we who find even mustering the energy to be good to ourselves too much.


patchwork



From: MikeLong
08/05/2010 18:07:28

Thanks for the responses.  The PTSD just started to come out recently when I nearly broke down crying in front of my psychatrist a couple weeks back (really came out of no where, because I thought I had come to terms with my time in the Navy) and I'm looking into being screened for it in the near future.  Actually the VA is trying hard to help veterans.  I worked for a time as Veteran Service Representative processing claims by veterans and there are so many claims that the VA in parts of the country are having a hard time processing them all.  Some new rules came out for processing PTSD claims that from what I hear makes it less difficult for veterans to seek compensation.  The hospitals (which they are expanding) are really overrun by veterans seeking help.  I use to think the VA was really messed up and a bad organization, but General (ret) Eric Shinseki is really trying to get things fixed - it will take some time.  I was wrong, they really do try to help veterans - I just have a bias from reading and personal experience against mainstream medicine.  Doctors and psychatrists try but they just aren't taught about diet, vitamins etc in school.  I really wish there were holistic psychiatrists because I haven't found one anywhere near my area, so if anyone knows of one anywhere I'd appreciate the information to research what they are doing.


The VA gave me a chance to work and ultimately I had to leave due to my mental illness.  Without that job I don't know where I'd be.  I was in the Navy for just over 7 years, stationed in Pearl Harbor HI, Ingleside TX and Seattle WA.  I went to the Naval Academy and graduated with a Mechanical Engineering degreee, so it's humbling to go from a functioning individual with lots of responsibility to someone that can't hold a job or finish class work (I was trying to become a massage therapist until it all fell apart again and I also went into the closed ward after trying to finish a math class).


Thanks again for the replies.  I'll keep you updated on my progress and I'm planning to try to post once a week about related issues like my planned diet, book reviews, etc.  It's great to be able to write about this stuff in a safe place with others that have or are going through hard times.  I'm also going to see a psychologist again that I really trust (meaning she really cares for my well being and has been supportive) that I've trusted with my darkest memories, lies and fears.  I left therapy because I didn't like what she said about staying on a certain medication and my fear of a confrontation over it.  I just wasn't of sound mind about leaving therapy, but really glad I got off Abilify.  Just wasn't right for me.  The drug may work for some people, but it made me psychotic.



From: sroth313
08/05/2010 15:51:03

Nice to meet you Mike.. Thanks for sharing. I am so glad to hear you are taking care of yourself.  Keep up the good work. I would like to hear about your progress, diet and meds are doing.  Might help me out a lot..



From: STAGEPROMO
08/05/2010 14:43:17

Hi! Welcome and pleez disregard the monkey-spammer. Glad to hear yer startin ta even out again, is there a reason they won't own up to a PTSD diagnosis. Seems to me like they want to pretend and ignore and eventually everbody'll just go away.


How long were ya in the navy? Where were you stationed?


So, anyway...keep comin around and keep us informed how the new diet and vitamins, as well as the geo-stuff keeps workin for ya... MO




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