When my world gets too heavy

I touch the trees

I look to the sun

Stand facing the breeze.

When I feel that I’m lost

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EXPRESSIONS - 04/23/2010

the grass in a bright shade of green
the flowers are reaching for the stars
you are with beings that love you
look at me now, look at me now
its a lovely day
i have a big smile on my face

throw open the blanket
look up into the sea of blue
reality is not in my mind right now
its nude to the world around me

i am one with my creations
i am one with my soulmate
its a day of reckoning of peace for me
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YESTERDAY - 04/23/2010

pain needs love
even pain feels lonely sometimes
pain makes you appreciate happiness
happiness used to be my enemy

depression is my heroin
you dont understand unless you feel it within
i used to like being low
its a familiar space that i know
thats where my love flowed
when i wanted to open up to someone

yesterday is dead and buried
the grave digger is throwing dirt on the grave
i stand before the casket and wave
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SOUL - 04/28/10

i rest my soul
evertyime i take a dose
for many meds, i am the host
they control my mind
they help me find
happiness
that i cannot see or attain
on my own
hope was gone
but they have restored peace
to my weary head
tortured for years
by my own brain waves of dire dreams
they are silent for now
the deafening screams
that tore me apart at the seams
4 seasons are pure
living within the boundaries
of medication
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TRUST - 12/18/2009

hold my hand
look into my eyes
trust me honestly
i repeat, trust me

i understand your pain
i understand the word "insane"
when the wave crashes down
stand firm, i will not let go
you don't even know me, but thats ok

i am the same as you
i am living on the other side of the fence now
i made it somehow
it can be done
it will change one day for the better

i speak from experience
not from blind truth
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